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Sulyap
eto na naman ako
tulala at walang kibo
ang tanging nais
ay ang makita at masilayan
nangungulila, nanlulumbay, nanghihina
nasaan ka na ba?
hinahanap, inaabangan, pinapangarap
ang iyong pagdaan...
ayoko na sanang magtagpo
nais kong umiwas
...umiwas sa damdaming
walang patutunguhan
ngunit bakit ganito?
sa pagdaan mo...
tuloy parin ang pagsulyap ko...

Nanaman
di ka man lang nakasama
di ka man lang nakausap
patuloy na umasa
nauwi nanaman sa wala

ayoko na
ako'y pagod na
sa ganitong pangyayari
naranasan na
nasaktan na
ayoko ng maulit pa

ako'y naiinis
sinisisi ang aking sarili
hinayaang mangyari
nahulog muli
mabuti pang
wag ng umahon pa

Lumang Hagdanan
nakita
nadaanan
namukhaan
ikaw nga ba yan?
nag-iba na nga ba?
o sadyang nalimutan ko na
sa haba ng panahong di nagkita
nais ko sanang subukang lapitan
at ng nasa aking harapan na
ako'y natigilan,
nakakailang...
at sa aking paghakbang
ako'y napalunok,
tila marupok...
at sa aking paglisan
napalingon
napaisip
napailing
malapit na ngang bumigay...

Dapit Hapon
bumibilis
kumakabog
nakabibingi
ang pagtibok
ang mga ngiti
ay napapawi
at ang mga luha
ang syang dumadampi
tanging ang iyong mukha
ang naaaninag
tanging ang iyong boses
ang naririnig
tanging ang iyong amoy
ang nanghahalina
sa paglubog ng araw
dumidilim
lumalabo
ang aking paligid
nawawala
nilalamon
na tila ba
wala nang umaga
ako'y mangungulila
sa bawat sandali
paalam na...

ENGLISH

I'm Sorry
I'm sorry I'm not perfect
I'm sorry I'm numb
I'm sorry you don't deserve me
I'm sorry i'm like this

I'm sorry I'm not by your side
I'm sorry I can't bare this
I'm sorry I can't talk to you about this

I'm sorry I still need you here deep inside
I'm sorry these are the only words that I can say
I'm sorry this shit is useless anyway
I'm sorry and I miss you
Please come back and make things okay

Midnight fling
It's almost past midnight
And I'm holding myself tight
Maybe I am into deep
'cause I can't seem to sleep
I've been thinking about you again
and something shivers from deep within

Maybe it's the way you run and play
That simply take my breath away
Or the way you hold me tight
That keeps me warm every night
But whatever it is, I don't wanna figure out
'cause for sure I'm not missing anything out
I want to thank you for all the things you've done
And most for choosing me to be the one
Even though that it'll not gonna last forever
I'd still keep you here 'cause you're the one that keeps me together

I don't care if this isn't right
All I know is htat I have you tonight
The sun's starting to shine through me
And the moon's slowly fading away
Suddenly it hit me that you're not even there
And all of these is gonna end
in the break of dawn anyway

Crestfallen
Rain slowly pouring down
I stop for awhile and frown
I look at myself at the window
And suddenly tears are beginning to flow
I shook my head in confusion
Am I finding for some solution?
I can't seem to figure this out
And curves are showing in the corner of my mouth
Is there anything I want them to know?
That I should just let my feelings show
'cause hell! I can't take it!
All I wanna say is damn it!
Good thing they wouldn't be around anymore
And I believe there's so much for me in store
Hope it'll end and just fade away
'cause I can't stand to feel this way

Over you
I'd like to tell you I love you
I'd like to tell you that I still care
I'd like to tell you that you're the only one who can mend
But something's holding me back instead
I've searched my soul and I thought it's you
But somehow now I'm over you
I'll miss the way I think of you
I'll miss the way I crave for you
I'll miss the way the thoughts of you gives shiver to my skin
But now I know that you're a part of who I am within
Still I thank God for having you
'cause I have learned from what we've been through

Confused
I don't know how, I don't know why
Why I feel this way, I can't describe
Since the day you said to me
Those things that made my heart skip a beat
I just can't help it
But wonder what it means
Is it something that you want me to know?
'cause heck I think you're taking it slow.
I've been thinking about it 24/7
Can you please tell me what it really meant?
Are those things true?
'cause I think I'm falling for you
Don't leave me like this
'cause you're the only one
Who can make there things at ease

Eyes
Feeling blank at a lonely afternoon
I'm not tired but somehow I feel wasted
Staring ahead at the room
Like I'm lost in my own thoughts
Suddenly I found your eyes
And it gave me a weird feeling
My knees starts to get weak
I can't eve explain the way I feel
with your sudden existence
suddenly I feel conscious, about me
about everything and most importantly about you
I stop thinking for awhile
And just keep on staring at you
Searching for your face
Through the crowd in this busy room
And then it hit me, that I've been lost
But somehow now I found my way
and it leads to you.

Lost
I'm so lost
Lost in my own life
There's emptiness in here
That I can't seem to figure out.

I'm so lost
Lost in this feeling
I want to belong
I need to feel that I'm yours.

I'm so lost
Lost in your presence
I need you here with me
I nee you here here in my life.

Intoxicated
Tonight I'm drowning myself with alcohol
Just to get rid the thoughts of you
I'm trying to feel numb
But it's not working
I want to cry
To get this emotion off of me
I'm telling myself that it's ok
But I know that I'm lying
I don't know what to do,
What to say
It's shitty, I can't bare this.
I'm drunk and dizzy now
Good thing.
So I won't cry myself to sleep.

Fatal
Staring outside
I must be out of my head
But I don't care
I'm a little bit nervous
But I think I'm ok
I've been trying to live my life
And it's actually doing fine
But there you are again
I was stunned
It's crazy
But what the hell
You look beautiful tonight
I want to stay for awhile
Just to see the way you smile
Just the thought that
You're there across the room…is absolutely fine
But no matter how close you are
You're still out of my reach
Help me here
All I can do is just stare
It's silly I must stop this
Deliver me from this feeling
Can you please make this go away
Or just take my life instead